its 1:00 a.m. n there are birds chirping?! mabe the babies hatched...
its so dark outside ... like a deep sinking color... my dog is messin around outside, trying to scare me...
i keep forgetting things n then remebering random stuff...
eventhough im tired my mind doesn't want to listen to my tired body... is it that im afraid to go to sleep? i feel like tomorrow won't come if i keep awake... do people with cancer feel like this?
i watched the sisterhood of the traveling pants a week or two ago...n there was this one character who had leukemia... if i saw this movie earlier in the year... then it would have been a lame movie cause it seemed so immature innocent girls who are fwends n how they think their in love n cheesy tings.... but, wow, i related a lot to that movie... n started to think of weird stuff .......like right now... i can't sleep......how can i, wen there r kids younger than us who are in the hospital...or whereever there are stuck knowin they have cancer... it's not sad... it's something that doesn't make sense...to me at least...what did they do, their innocent...probably many of them wen't through a lot of stuff n are wayy more deeper n mature than adults... the word "cancer" means a whole different world if one day a doctor says u have it... untill then everyone think we know, that its scary, sad, n blah...but to people who have it...the word means nothing to them compared to what they go through mentally, emotionally, physically...
"What most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things instead of using people and loving things."
"To be sensitive is to feel the thoughts and hearts of others as only you would want yours felt."
"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser."
~ John W. Gardner ~
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